Bed Rest

So I have officially been on modified bed rest for 2 weeks now and I am already so bored. I am supposed to lay on my side for 3-5 hours during the day and take it easy for the rest of the day, putting my feet up as much as possible. The first week was fine because Wes was on spring break and so he was home with me. The second week I was all alone and for most of the week it was cold and rainy. That makes it so much worse!!!! I have plans to work on different projects while I am just laying around but it really is hard to get motivated. I feel sooooooo lazy.

I am also feeling so clingy to Wes right now. I'm sure I'm driving him nuts, but he hasn't complained. Even though I'm bored, he is really the only distraction I want. I don't feel like talking on the phone or doing much else. It is surprising me how fast I am feeling depressed by doing nothing. I want him to come home right after work and I don't want him to plan things every night and every weekend. I know I sound crazy. I think the reason I am feeling so attached to him right now is because even though I am so incredibly excited to meet our girls, I know that our alone time is about to be over. 3 years of it just being us has been very nice. We can do whatever we want, when we want. Again, we are so excited for the girls to be here it is just going to be such a change for our relationship. I know that this will just make us stronger and probably even more in love as we get to see each other become parents. It is just a little bittersweet for me.

Even though I'm bored and ready for them to be here, I'm hoping they stay in there at least another 4 weeks. That would take us to 36 weeks and the risks go down considerably. I go for a Non-Stress Test on Wednesday and the 32 week check-up on Thursday. I am so anxious to see how big they are now and if Stella possibly flipped back over so she would be head down. We will see, I guess! I am also anxiously waiting for my sister to deliver my sweet little niece. She is due this Friday so any day now!!!!!!!!