I LOVE This Man!

I am head over heels in love with my husband!  I am reminded daily of how wonderful he is by just watching him be the man that he is.  I am so proud to be his wife and feel so lucky to call him my partner in life, co-parent, love, friend, snuggle buddy, etc.  He makes me want to be a better person and I feel like recently I've just turned a corner with this.  There are many areas of my life that I need to work on and he makes me want to make those changes.

 

I know of way too many marriages that end in divorce or that stay together even when they are miserable and I just feel so incredibly blessed that I have Wes.  We were only 22 years old when we got engaged.  I was so thrilled when he proposed and couldn't wait to get married.  I knew I loved him more than anything but at that age I don't think I could really have lived enough or realized what I was signing up for.  I also really wanted to have my dream wedding.  I wouldn't change a thing about our marriage, but it just makes me really appreciate my luck at choosing my forever partner.  He is kind.  He is good.  He is handsome.  He is honest.  He is the most amazing father I've ever met.  Most importantly he loves me with all my faults.

This is morbid but sometimes I think about what my life would be like if I lost him and it instantly makes me sick.  I know that we will all die at some point but I just can't imagine waking up and not being able to see him or talk to him.  I hope we really do get to live "until a ripe old age" together like we were told at our wedding because I just don't ever want to experience life without my soul mate!

Of course, I'm not saying he is always perfect because he is human.  He can definitely frustrate me like no other but it is always short lived.  I do struggle with our infertility issues more than he does and sometimes that really makes me feel sad, but I try to remind myself that he is a man and they respond differently.  I also remember that he has been understanding through it all and has never given up his positive attitude.  I guess maybe that is why God has decided to give us this struggle because I have a partner who will go through it with me and won't give up.  I am blessed!